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The Triumphs of Frederika Menezes


A Surprise Discovery From An Extraordinary Daughter of Goa

She Can Paint!

Forget cerebral palsy. Let’s hear it for The Sea Bride, The Gypsy Dancer and The Almost Kiss!


“I was wondering if you could help me with something,” read the message I received out of the blue from Frederika Menezes. “I paint.”

I had never met her before, but knew a few things about her: that she writes poetry and childrens’ stories, that she has cerebral palsy, that she’s much beloved by the people of Goa.

Via a Facebook message, she sent me an image of The Girl and the Magic Bird.

I was intrigued.

Then came Tourada.

Somehow I felt I needed to come meet Frederika in person.

She greeted me at her seaview flat in Panjim with a wide, beaming smile. After a few moments of small talk, I asked to see her paintings. I assumed they would be on canvas, or on pieces of paper. Strangely, they were nowhere to be seen.

At this point, Frederika’s mom Angela walks in and explains that her daughter does her paintings digitally, on a tablet, smart phone or PC, using only one finger.

“My ring finger!” Frederika says, still smiling.

“I sit on my bed and dream. I open the tab or cell to MyPaint and fall in love with unformed ideas. I let nothing and no one disturb me. It takes a lot of patience, passion and focus to create a painting,” she explains.

I see some more paintings.

The Gypsy Dancer

The Grieving Madonna

The Gardener


Can these be as good as I think they are? Has a disabled artist painting digitally with a single finger on a tablet achieved what I think she has?

I’m no expert, so I decided to take Frederika’s creations to two of Goa’s most famous and celebrated artists, Subodh Kerkar and Yolanda de Sousa.

Subodh looks at Mother and Daughter.

“It’s almost abstract and it can also be very realistic. If you watch closely, you know there are two figures, two heads, and if you just look at it for the first time it is an abstraction. So that definitely shows an intelligent mind. She’s a thinking artist,” Subodh says.

“I find a sense of understanding of forms,” he adds.

More paintings come.

The Sea Bride

The Herald

Left Alone


Never Was


The Almost Kiss

Fishing For Company

“She’s very intelligent,” says Yolanda de Sousa. “And what she brings in her work includes that intelligence. It comes out from the titles, and the work itself is very naïf and at the same time, you know, you feel attracted to it. And then you read the title. And then you’re even more… you get closer to it.”

And what about the fact that Frederika is not using actual paint?

“She’s painting on the tab. Everything is hand done, except that it’s on the tab. This is good for her. You’re doing everything. You’re putting the paint. You’re doing exactly what you would be doing, as you would be doing on a canvas or a paper.”

The daughter of two physicians, 39-year-old Frederika grew up in Altinho, Panjim, developing her fledgling writing career by dictating rhymes to her mother or friends. Two years ago, she was given the Yuva Srujan Puraskar Award in Literature. One of her poems, The Different Normals, has been included in the English textbook of Std 11 of the Goa Board of Education.



Spanish Love



The Carrot Eater

In the Moment

Meeting the In-Laws

In recent weeks, Frederika and I have struck up quite a friendship, mostly via WhatsApp messaging. I ask Frederika to tell me who she is.

“Who is Frederika Menezes? Haha…well, a girl with a heart of gold and a head full of dreams. Funny, creative and a little nutty. That’s me!!!”

“Painting is an extentsion of my creative side. Paintings are poetry in picture form and they tell stories too!”

Frederika’s disability is quite pronounced. But her condition does not prevent her from expressing herself as a poet and artist, or, for that matter, enjoying life. Case in point: She recently travelled to Mumbai to attend a concert of Bryan Adams, one of her favourite performers.

“It’s puppet,” she says, explaining what it’s like to live with cerebral palsy, requiring assistance for even basic activities like eating and dressing. “But I am so used to being me, I forget about cerebral palsy and that is good I feel.”


How does Frederika title her paintings?

“It’s pretty much like naming a newborn if you ask me.”

Subodh Kerkar praised the sincerity behind Frederika’s art, saying, “If it’s a sincere work, it’s a good work.”

“And she does it not from the point of view of selling her work or any other ulterior motive but just to express. And that’s like a true artist.”

I ask Frederika to comment on the state of our world, and she bemoans what it doesn’t have.

“It lacks compassion, intelligent understanding, respect and above all unconditional love.”

And yet, in both her art and her writing, she holds out hope for a better world.

I will end this story with a poem whose title reflects the essence of Frederika Menezes, “Tenderly Beautiful.”

By Frederika Menezes

On the wings

Of wind

It flew to me…

So tenderly beautiful

It wrapped around

My being

Enveloping me


I stood there

A long while

Mesmerized, lost to time

For my heart glowed

Like the

Setting sun

On an Autumn eve

My soul mirrored

The sky

Passionate fire

My every breath

A falling leaf…

I knelt where

I stood

Embrace within embrace

Autumn and Summer

United forever….

The wings of

Wind tug at it…

I feel it will

Of me, let


I hold it

End to end

Fingers tying

Loose knots

Around my wrists…

I will hold on!

It pulls at

My being

Relentlessly strong…

Beautifully tender

It steals my senses

And as I lay where

I stood

I know I am

Not myself


I have surrendered…!

This Post Has 9 Comments

  1. Shreya Gupta

    What a talented artist! Love her creations…simple, colourful and very powerful! Great job in publishing this article…now more people will know about this hidden star

  2. Ian Alfonso

    My 9 year old son likes to sketch, got him an iPad pro with the pencil, Frederika’s paintings are amazing and it will surely be a benchmark to follow and an inspiration for my son, thank you and god bless!

  3. Gouthami

    Wow! My favourite ones are “Left Alone” and “Woman” – they are so alive. Thank you!

  4. celina almeida

    i am blessed and proud for having been Frederica’s teacher in High school. Her scintillating smile , her philosophy ” never say die” and her imagination that soars like the eagles is what made her always a heroin . Her spectacular painting skills is what mazes me . LOve you frederica

  5. Celina Almeida

    I am proud and blessed for having taught Frederica in High school HER scintillating smile her philosophy of never say die and her imagination soaring high is what I knew of her But her painting skills is what amazes me Love you Frederica

  6. Sheila Martins

    Frederika,you are truly amazing.
    Keep doing what you do.Your art work is awesome

  7. William Rebello

    Frederick has wrapped and enveloped us in her tender beauty

  8. Marina Monteiro

    Awesome. Frederika is very intelligent and creative. Reflected not only in her paintings but also the books she has published. All the very best to you Frederika.

  9. Anne Ketteringham

    A beautiful story of a talented young lady with passion in her heart and mind. Keep up the good work Frederika.

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